The Heart of Caledon Hockley (poem)

A. Fortin

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||     “The Heart of Caledon Hockley”    ||
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The Heart of the Ocean:
built from            hope and sapphire blue,  
once owned by the guillotined 
                      King Louis XVI, 
cradled in Cal’s           
                        respectable hands, 
it gleams, 
he dreams, 
the wind plays 
      with his black strands,  
                    as he seeks comfort onboard 
                       the indestructible Titanic,  
and she listens           with vertical kisses 
     to his disheartened whispers,  
     to what all of his critics 
                 don’t understand, 
why he stands                        disheveled 
with just a touch   of the devil 
            on this moving vessel. 
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You see,
he wasn’t always                 made of steel, 
while Jack and Rose            had dreams of 
         making love in automobiles,  
he was trying to heal
    all of the hurt        he fought to conceal,  
     all of these woes   from past love ideals, 
the bitter taste 
               of young love 
               on his tongue, 
sitting on 
some summer beach              in Cape Cod, 
an untroubled boy 
                       with a faultless heart  
speaking to a selfish girl 
                       disguised as art,  
her seafoam purse      teeming 
with the riches of an older man
                            and this greedy daughter 
           picked up 
                            Cal’s heart from the sand,
and threw it into      the swallowing water. 
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Rose was a beauty 
          with thorns, 
Cal was a man torn      in two,  
learning long ago that women 
fell in love with           glimmering gold 
more than they did 
                 with swimming souls,
and this time,
       this time
       he wasn’t going to let her slip off 
the railing and into   the arms of another
even if it meant 
               paying the debts of her mother,  
even if it meant 
                        forcing others to suffer,  
even if it meant 
                   he had to be a rougher lover,  
or smothering her 
     in       order       to       love       her.  
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Obsessed,      
               possessed, 
                               a heartless mess; 
                 he was going to lay claim 
               to his father’s fortune 
at the hands                    of extortion, 
      with roaring commotion, 
      all to redeem 
      his missing organ 
                                lost in the ocean, 
and by God,
she was going            to love him
because he was going to give her 
the Heart of the Ocean, 
                    his only love token, 
                    his only hope 
                   to repair what’s broken,  
the only heart 
                      he had left to give her. 
      He thought maybe, 
                   just maybe, 
she would strip off       her pearls
and she would finally learn                             
to love 
           the carcass 
                             of 
                                 a heartless 
                                             human. 
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The      tangled       chains
        fall between                 his fingers,  
and the weight of the pendant 
sits in the palm          of his spending hands,  
           stripped of his once good title 
           by the lips of     unfair judges, 
crippled     by     the     ripples 
of a love forever under review,  
he searches                    for his heart 
in the sea of mazarine blue, 
                                            hoping one day 
           it would find its way,
crawling     
            back   
                  to 
                     the sand
      and into his chest,  
               still beating,  
              still breathing,  
               waiting           to inhale love again 
                                     just like all 
                                                poor 
                                                 love 
                                         deprived 
                                                 men. 
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||                                        A. Fortin               ||
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